Grief

The wounds are tender

Daily life wears away at the scars on my heart

Memories of you help me heal

But through salty tears

They sting

Memories also make the sting burn more

All the firsts without you are especially painful

Will the hurt lessen as time passes?

Is this pain the price I pay for you gracing my life?

They say we cannot embrace our blessings

Without heartaches

Grief; it is devastating

But I wouldn’t give it up

If I had to trade away my life with you.

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Winter morning

morning greets me with a pink smear across the sky

As the sun glows on the horizon

Golden hues

pale blues

Slate grays

Are all added to the canvas

The winter tree tops appear as foggy ghosts, blurring the landscape

In the chilly air, I feel the presence of love

It fills the emptiness in my heart

Chapter 2023

Turn the page on your next chapter

Don’t change; evolve

Crawl out of your personal sludge

If tears are shed, turn another page

Relish in what grows smiles

Push a boulder to close your cave

Emerge from your own shadows

Into the sunshine of chapter next

Look back only when you need to refuel

When the tank is running low, turn yet another page

Don’t let this chapter end unfinished or too soon

Morning Commute

The shadow overtakes the foliage like a painter’s brush blotting the darker hues in the pallet.

Blots of deep green run across the leaves as they reach for the train.

The train is an infant’s mother. Rocking and rocking.

Heads bob along.

The loud hums of the engine drown out the sounds of the city.

My eyes scan the the storefronts, the outdoor cafes, the strollers and dog walkers.

What is on their agenda for the day?

With whom are they meeting?

Are they strolling through this autumn day or following a daily routine.

Music plays through my earbuds

Thoughts of daily deadlines swirl through my mind.

The announcement reminds me of my approaching destination.

My day begins as I long await another unraveling story during my evening commute.

Line lifted: “she heard the whir of parrot wings” by Margarita Engle

We fight on…

50 years have been erased as some try to cancel “she

Will WE ever again be heard?

Yes! Our fight has been renewed, the

Message of our inequality will whir

Over and over, travel east to west, the sound of

Our voices will resemble a parrot

Our strength will give power to our traveling wings

In Memoriam of My Mother

Peonies of pink are a childhood foundation.

An angel who is not fueled by regulation

Treats and trinkets you lavished upon your every growing tribe

Remembering infinitesimal dates of others used to describe

Into generations your memory will take hold of

Children were the propeller of your love

I miss you daily while your photograph I gaze

Absence of you is my minotaur’s maze

Sun’s Blush

Spring mornings, the sun blushes

The sky fills with her pink shimmer

She is Mother Nature’s beginner

Not only does she signal the start of my day

But also she announces the Earth to awaken

The tips of the branches have undertaken

The soil can no longer hold back the sprouts

However there remains some holdouts

They know Mother Nature changes her mind

In April she is temperamental

Yet this early Spring tease is transcendental

Benefits

Opportunity stretches

between the ages and beyond

A Centerpiece

An Ambassador

A Student

of life

no restrictions to their encounters

Their heritage fosters memories

A lifetime transforms

us all

This poem was written from a blackout poem. All words were borrowed from a magazine article.

Memory Bank

my senses are a time machine

they lasso me back to the 80’s

to my childhood

whether it is a summer morning

lit up with bright sunshine

being serenaded by the cardinals’ melodies

I am sent back to summer break riding my bike to the pool

or an October evening with an Autumn breeze as warm as June

my footsteps crunching down the block

I am sent back and a smile grows across my face.

Now, it is the fireplace aroma grabbing me

with lightening speed back to winter break

sledding in frigid air on metal disks

and the late afternoon dim light

I see the tiny white lights on the trees

lined down the village streets

the warmth of this memory hugs me

my bank is full

it is almost bursting at the hinges

my senses are the combination that unlocks my safe

its contents remind me

life is good!

Autumn is a baker

Autumn is a baker who uses sprinkles

She generously adds her vibrant touches

A spray of bright red on the top

or a smattering of yellow dripping down the sides

her arborous cupcakes come in many shapes

The maples reach up to her to receive their colorful christening

The oaks drip down with hued leaves

Our eyes delight in the transformation of seasons

It is a pleasure we embrace before the bakery is empty

Winter will soon arrive and spraypaint her colorless glitter